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qiudan koh
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complications
{ Sunday, September 06, 2009
1:04 PM }
I found this exercise book -
USSW (Uninterrupted Silence Spontaneous Writing), which in short, means Journal. My ikea-sai kong-kena crow peck-seconday school English teacher gave that 'cool' name for us. Inside, i found this journal title - Its Not Easy Being Me. I wrote super lame shit crap back then, and now, looking at this title, many things striked me!
i find myself slowly becoming more emotional due to the stress i'm facing.
stress this word seems to be spreading even faster than H1N1,SARS or any other killer diseases.
blog-hopping around, many rantings on school/studies/work/life/other affairs.
my boss told me that the learning process is the toughest, you will shed a lot of tears which is a painful process.
this process is never easy!
i have never never never in my life suffered so much.
you will and be able to see how cruel the society is! why am i still being so naive to believe that everyone is nice? Do i trust people easily?
i was told that in september, you wont be able to any human in the office( because it is quater end and everyone has a target to meet,they will do all it takes to hit their target)
work is on my mind every day. even weekends. i dont get to enjoy whole heartedly when i'm out because i will be thinking ' did i missed out anything?' or 'anything not done?'
i just want to be a normal person.
i'm only twenty!
wake me up when september ends.