SHE SAYS today will be better than yesterday
Profile QiuDan, 260589 I felt that night, on the stage, incredibly close to everything in the universe, but also extremely alone. I wondered, for the first time in my life, if life was worth all the work it took to live. What exactly made it worth it? What’s so horrible about being dead forever, and not feeling anything, and not even dreaming? What’s so great about feeling and dreaming? — Extremely Loud and Incredibly Close Tagboard Exits Alvina, Angie, Angie(BZE), Brina, Chengyee, Chiew Xuan, Chiou Ling, Christine, Chun An, Diana, Denglin, Doris, Duke , Eden , Eileen, Elim, Esther, Fion, hasina, hazel, huda, Huihui, HuiQin, Jason, Jiayi, Jerlyn, Jin Rong, junaidah, Junting, Justin, Joanna, Joanne, Karchun, Kunrong, Linda, Maizurah, Matus, Mun San, Mun Ting, Nuraini, QiuYan, Qiutin, Ren Min, Sandra, Sharon , Shihui, Shireen, SiJie, SuEng, Tzehui, Wan Xin, Wanyu, WeeSiang, Weili, Xinting, YangLin, Zhaoyuan, Thanks to Credits ©Glamouresque.	Sunday, June 24, 2007 can school don't start ? :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( pmi sucks! YES YES YES. so many things, so little time! MSN is so annoying at times! AHHH! :((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((( Friday, June 22, 2007 Sinfully indulgement Smoked Salmon! TCC's Recipe -Joe Young PEACH ME UP! night scenery are beautiful ! :D :) Wednesday, June 20, 2007 Rules of the game: Each player of this game starts off with ten weird things or habits or little known facts about yourself.People who get tagged must write in a blog of their own ten weird things or habits or little known facts as well as state this rule clearly. 1) I never get enough of sleep be it i slept for like 12++ hours, i'll still feel tired! I just feel tired no matter what. Give me foods and sleep, i would choose to sleep. hahha! 2) I like to laugh a lot at simply anything. Just make me laugh, and i'll think you're nice. shit! Naive thinking. =x When i'm sick, i would catch some comedy shows and i'll feel so much better,seriously! Laughter is the best medicine! :) 3) I scream & shout like nuts when i'm nervous/excited. Dont be surprise seeing me screaming in games. 4) I'm not friendly at the start but gradually, after i know a person i'm so much friendlier. i'm not dao or cold please :) 5) I use to hate presentation or answer question in a class. I remember i'm alway close to tear when i was ask to read a passage back then. My mum told me when i'm young, i'll cry whenever i see any stranger. 6) I 've got zero sense of direction. Alright, maybe 10-20%? I get lost easily. OH MY. I need to find a bf who is street smart. 7) I'm actually afraid of umbrella and rubber band. Shit that's super embarrassing can! I don't carry umbrella when i'm out, i would rather get wet. [please dont start aiming rubber band at me!] 8) I always wanted to be an air stewardess but drop the idea after knowing that i need to know how to swim. I almost got drown before. Swimming is a big NO. 9) I get super uneasy or rather feels weird if i were to go out with a guy.That's why I never once agree before. I prefer group's. 10) My mother overly pampered me! That's what my relative and all said. She removes all the fish bones or i won't eat fish, scoop rice for me, tidy my bed and like every single things. Sounds so unfilial of me. omg. i feel damn embarrassed. There's more but i better not embarrassed myself further. 10 is the requirement, enough! haha! i'm so sick of it! sucks sucks sucks! why do i feel i'm left alone in the battle? withdraw can i? endless thoughts. so not me! Monday, June 18, 2007 I've come to a conclusion that i can't do closing! rofl. whenever i do closing, money sure go "missing"! Its not because money really got LOST but is because of some real stupid reason. REALLY STUPID! :(( But, i still like doing closing! fun can! oh yes, i'm meeting qiutin tml! We shall go shop till we drop and roll and spin and shit! rofl. shit seems so out of that sentence. whatever it is. I'm going shoppings like finally! no time no time no time! BOO! friday, should i go for the leadership day or should i go for my Ben&Jerry's Manager's Birthday Celebration? hmmmmmmmmmm. FUN vs FOODS which will you guys choose? lols. I learnt another lesson today, dont "chu stunt". LOL! I was trying to catch a bottle of spray by coming out some weird stunt unintentionaly, and i tear my muscle. OMG! super duper x100000000000000times pain la! Not exegerating here. But really painful till can cry but i din cause i'm brave. rofl. I goes giddy after that and i think is because the blood stop flowing for a moment after the tear. Rushed to sit down or else i think i might collapse. haha! I guess i got to start taking my low blood pills again! zzz! Suppose to take it everyday but after a few days, i stopped. Oh yes, did i mention that FBT grey/metallic colours short is damn damn nice la! Either because it is grey in colour or really its damn nice. haha! I want a grey spects too! my sudden craze for grey! GREY IS MY COLOUR! its QIUDAN'S COLOUR! :D time to catch some sleep! nights people! :) I finally tried the donut factory donuts! :D Delicious donuts with chocolates melting in your hands! As you can see, the variety is limited cos' my sis went to queue after her work! 1 tip, queue in the night, my sis queue for like 2 hours or less only BUT with limited variety. It was really yummy but worth the long hours of queue? I'm not sure. I think if you queue it for like hours yourself, the donuts will taste nicer. LOLL! my new interest, cs! :D oops. its really kind of OUT already but so fun can! KILL KILL KILL. Spend like hours playing in the bizen with junting & justin! coool game! I enjoy killing my own teammates! heheheh! I remember it was so HOT in my primary school days. But that hamachi thingy just failed to work in my laptop! Tried so many times but still can't work yesterday! Some error like "class C" my head is seriously painful. i go hit myself against some things while i was running around in the lecture hall. rofl. nooo, to be specific, thanks to the spinning by justin! i went blur-ish & gong-ish after that. you know we could never be brave & patient if there were only joy in the world! How true is that! I alway believe that we're so much stronger after challenges and going through obstacles. Brave ahead the storm and we shall shine like never before :) Lastly, HAPPY DADDY'S DAY! :) Do you all believe my dad had never beaten me before? My dad believe in talking things out nicely unless i'm really unreasonable [most of the times, i'm really is]! Well, my father still rawks though he dotes on my sis more. ROFL. He can cook delicious foods with his creative ideas really! I like his cookings but he only cook like so so so not often. *back to my pmi projects. SCREAM OUT LOUD. Thursday, June 14, 2007 Ohwell, i still can't decide if i should cut my hair short.Opinions from people are either strong yes or strong no. haha! Well, put that aside,there's like superfluity amount of projects waiting to be done! :( Been lacking of sleep these few days ever since holidays start,or rather before it actually started. Right after term test was club meeting and i can't remember what i did! Suffering from severe short term memory recently. LOLS. Term test papers are all manageable i guess except for some tricky parts like the accounts ! The question state "Please write your answer in thousands" at the top which i did not notice! Went down Inkstation for Marketing Project ! I dropped my handphone for the X times! This was the most serious! Omgggg. Anyway, manage to complete some stuffs and they gave us thumbdrive! :) Went to work and i did closing for the first time! At first, the money don't telly which really freak us out! Luckily, we found the money at last! phew! Anyway, something really bad happened! I wonder who's that idiot. I know this is a boring entry with kinda boring stuffs! YEAH, my holidays seem so boring, without any life and sign of enjoyment so far! :(( I merely had more projects & more meetings! Sigh. Caught Shrek3 at THE CATHAY GRAND CINEMA! Damn cool ! Was an event for the Cathay staffs and i manage to get 4 tickets from my sister! Together with free foods & drinks! I want more movies! There's like so many must-watch-movies recently! I got a pair of NDP tickets through the E-balloting! YIPEEEEE! This year NDP, A City of Possibilites, will be damn interesting i guess! omggg! Can't wait! Some pictures from the Logistic gathering & my bdae celebration and ends my boring post! FOODS! Our Chef no.1 Sherman and No.2 Sze Jun. HAHA Looks who's here! ITS MUMMY'S BOY! Chailee,shafiq & Sherman Big Bully is behind! Who's the extra here? HAHAA! Gays in action! Just look at Shafiq's expression! hahaha! Who's the smoker here? HAHA! My CAKE! Oreo Cheesecake! THANKS SO MUCH! :D :) Violence started once candles are blow off! i look so dirty after all the sabo! Look at Jackson's expression! They put ice in his XXX ! ROFL Sherman,me & mummy's boy! Mummy's boy is actually a gangster head loh! Look at his face! He at night go fight one, morning act mummy's boy. LOLLL! Shafiq & me! Si gi na & Me! LOCKK!!! Lastly, a group pic! :)) Gigantic card from LOCKK! Filled with memories! Trying to open my eyes bigger! HAHAHA! Monday, June 11, 2007 should i cut my hair short? :(( i'll have to say goodbye to my long hair! 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But baby, where they knock you down and out Is where you oughta stay