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QiuDan, 260589I felt that night, on the stage, incredibly close to everything in the universe, but also extremely alone. I wondered, for the first time in my life, if life was worth all the work it took to live. What exactly made it worth it? What’s so horrible about being dead forever, and not feeling anything, and not even dreaming? What’s so great about feeling and dreaming? — Extremely Loud and Incredibly Close Tagboard
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Thursday, November 30, 2006
DISC test made me understand myself better! Yup, the test kinda true! And i 'm seriously not those type of people who can speak well in public! My tutor asks me question and i was like "HUH!" and stoned there..(munsan pass me her SIP skill) Again, today system concept presentation, my group kinda screw the whole thing up! We're infact,1 of the worst! I guess we won't be selected for the World Cafe! I was like shivering throughout though it was just a simple presentation.. Well, its over ! Over for good! Down on luck lately! This is not a good week! Everything is like so not right for me! =( Next week gonna be a better week! Seriously, i'm damn sad upon seeing my test result! Though, its kinda expected but .. I must buck up,wake up & study hard! No more distraction! Though i'm on the verge of giving up..Let me see some light, some hope please! haha! =(( Monday, November 27, 2006
Once again, its monday! I know this coming few weeks gonna be tough for sure! All the tests and projects gonna due! For now, less fun and more work ! LOCKK must all do well for their term tests =) Well, was helping out the lionclub last sunday! Collecting old newspaper,clothes and electrical appliances! It was kinda fun! Was in the same group as this uncle who talk non-stop and ever filled with stories! I was literally laughing non-stop! LOL! Later, we hop on to the big lorry to pick up all the stuffs we had collected! FUN!! Well spent sunday i guess! Doing meaningful stuffs like these! The lorry driver drove us back to TP! Lorry=roller coaster..HAA! We're enjoying ourselves! Btw, S'pore is kinda small?! I met my kindergarten cum primary school friend! He was also helping out for the charity work too! HAA! Saturday was spend doing project and project and project at jt's house! Everyone is so stress i guess! But we had fun! Saturday is NOT my day! =.=" Shall not talk about it here! Ate jalan kayu prata! It was nice but not as nice.. Cab to boonkeng since sansan need to rush home while shihui & i took 23 from boonkeng! We had a self design survey about Boonkeng! LOL!! This make us high all the way till sunday! We spent 45mins choosing the bus with the nicest car plate no. to board..HA! No lah, it was because the bus are too packed and filled with monday-sunday peeps! MUAA! Saturday, November 25, 2006
As requested by tzehui (a guy! ) LOL!! Single :) 2. Are you happy with your life now? yeah! With great friends and family by my side! 3. When you meet the right person, will you fall for him/her fast? how would i know if he's my right person? Don't think i would fall for him fast.. 4. Have you had your heart broken? tough question but i guess so.. 5. Do you believe there are circumstances where cheating love is acceptable? definately NO! 6. Would you talk to someone back if he/she cheats on you? yeah.. 7. Have you talk to another person about marriage before? yup..so bless to get married to the one you loved! 8. Do you want children? yeah! they're cute ! 9. How many? 2 will be the best! 10. Would you consider adoption? nope 11. If someone likes you right now, and you have the same feeling for him/her will you accept? i don't like decision making like this..depends 12. Do you enjoy getting into relationships? yeah but somehow, endings are alway bitter 13. Do you break down for anyone before? nope 14. Do you believe in love at first sight? not really 15. Are you romantic? not really..its the guy's job! haa! 16. Do you believe you can change someone? err..yes and no? depends on the person as well ! 17. If you could marry somewhere, where would it be? anywhere as long as i'm with my loved one! 18. Do you easily give in when you're fighting? usually? 19. Do you have feelings for someone right now? nope? 20. Have you ever wish you could have someone but you messed it up? err..not sure 21. Have you broken a heart? yeah.. 22. One day if your best friend fall in love with he/she that you are deeply in love with, what would you do? probably give up if my best friend really in love with him.. 23. Are you missing someone right now? nah..i just wake up! LOL!! Now you have to ask your 5 friends to do this survey on their blog.Write down their names below.Tag them in their blog to let them know and DON'T stop doing this survey.This survey have been going around, it made people occupied.Get started and the 5 people are: ^qiutin ^sockhui ^duke ^hui qin ^LOCKK ----------------------------------------- This is probably my busiest week of all ! Everyday, i got to rush projects and tests! It shall continue till next week i suppose! =( For the entire week, Monday to sunday i'm packed! Why sunday as well? Cos' we act smart, go volunteer to help out some charity work! But well, doing something meaningful like this is good! Who know in the future i may need others help too! :) Maths quiz was horrendous!! Imagine i don't know how to do all the questions?! GRR! I literally wanted to walk out of the room when i saw the question..This not gonna happened again! I must practice my maths regularly! Treating it as my bf! LOL!! Project meeting later! Let's see what i got to do ! -System concept grp project ( mindmap!) -Qmethod grp project( fishbone,4 statistical graphs,excel ) -watch my CDS movie -do my movie proposal -study qmethod test which i 'm totally unsure of -study programming test! (8 topics!! *faint) Congrats to KUA OINK OINK for winning the Women's Badminton Champion in 2006 Director's Cup!!! =) haha! Supported her yesterday and also meet up with shaohao,junjie,huiying & sandra! Old school friends! :) Tuesday, November 21, 2006
I did the DISC personality test.. It was part of my leadership & character CDS.. Certain points are quite true.. I post part of the result here..See if it describe me! =) Mediator Systematic and detailed, QIU DAN focuses on the process. Others see her as practical and logical. She tends to be sensitive to criticism, but prefers to internalize her emotions rather than expose them. QIU DAN likes to clarify expectations before undertaking new projects, because she works hard to meet the standards that are set for her. QIU DAN is an optimistic individual. She is the type of person who loves exploring new places or things and a wide variety of experiences. She tends to display a natural charisma that draws others to her charm. QIU DAN is a very encouraging person; others are drawn to her because they find her inspirational. Recognizing the value of a good relationship, QIU DAN is very patient and caring when relating to others. She is even-paced; and QIU DAN usually remains calm and relaxed, even in situations that may ruffle some others. She likes the role of a peacemaker, when working through problems, QIU DAN tries to rely on successful strategies that have proven results. Because she cares about how others feel, QIU DAN may feel uncomfortable making decisions that strongly affect others. She typically encourages others to be involved in the decision making process and prefers to work in a team role. Others tend to see QIU DAN as agreeable and humble ---------------------- I'm still not sure i belong to D , I , S or C after completing the test..HAHA! I'm seriously tired ! Not gonna care anymore! Its not like it was entirely my fault?! Sometime I cannot take it when people get overly sensitive..I'm tired of explaining.. Things are just so simple,so plain yet you simply think so much? Everyone is busy not just you..I wish you're more understanding.. I got to do my movie proposal, statistic, system concept and also my leadership group project! Plus, maths quiz on friday! I'd yet to watch my choosen movie! A busy week ahead ! =( Jia you people! Monday, November 20, 2006
Econ test tomorrow and i'm online! haha! Badminton is so fun ! Played badminton in school with junting,shihui,sansan and justin! I won justin!! HAA! Sansan improved, everyone improved ! Its a good thing isn't it? Studied in the library later and my god, 2 project rooms people are having karaoke! -.-" They're competiting against one another while we're in between of them..Can faint seriously! Everything's fine and going on well i suppose! I love going to school now! HAAHA! Shihui making me high ! I guess Statistic is like a sleeping lesson! During lecture, i would see people dozing off ! hahaa! And i made a horrendous mistake! I wonder how many people had seen that! *hide* Not gonna say what stupid mistake i made here! =x i miss camps! =( Thursday, November 16, 2006
To My Friends Who Are SINGLE Love is like a butterfly. The more you chase it, the more it eludes you. But if you just let it fly, it will come to you when you least expect it. Love can make you happy but often it hurts, but love's only special when you give it to someone who is really worth it. So take your time and choose the best. To My Friends Who Are NOT SINGLE Love isn't about becoming someone else's 'perfect person'. It's about finding someone who helps you become the best person you can be. To My Friends Who Are the PLAYBOY/GIRL TYPE Never say "I love you" if you don't care. Never talk about feelings if they aren't there. Never touch a life if you mean to break a heart. Never look in the eye when all you do is lie. The cruelest thing a guy can do to a girl is to let her fall in love when he doesn't intend to catch her fall and it works both ways... To My Friends Who Are MARRIED Love is not about "it's your fault", but "I'm sorry". Not "where are you", but "I'm right here". Not "how could you", but "I understand". Not "I wish you were", but "I'm thankful you are". To My Friends Who Are ENGAGED The true measure of compatibility is not the years spent together but how good you are to each other. To My Friends Who Are HEARTBROKEN Heartbreaks last for as long as you want and cut as deep as you allow them to go. The challenge is not how to survive heartbreaks but to learn from them. To My Friends Who Are NAIVE How to be in love; Fall but don't stumble, be consistent but not persistent, share and never be unfair, understand and try not to demand, and get hurt but never keep the pain. To My Friends Who Are POSSESSIVE It breaks your heart to see the one you love happy with someone else but it's more painful to know that the one you love is unhappy with you. To My Friends Who Are AFRAID TO CONFESS Love hurts when you break up with someone. It hurts even more when someone breaks up with you. But love hurts the most when the person you love has no idea how you feel. To My Friends Who Are Still HOLDING ON A sad thing about life is when you meet someone and fall in love, only to find out in the end that it was never meant to be and that you have wasted years on someone who wasn't worth it. If he isn't worth it now he's not going to be worth it a year or 10years from now. Let go. To All MY FRIENDS... My wish for you is to find a man/woman whose love is honest, strong, mature, never-changing, uplifting, protective, encouraging, rewarding and unselfish. you know i love you :) Wednesday, November 15, 2006
Aslyn- That's when I Love You When you have to look away When you don't have much to say That's when I love you I love you Just that way To hear you stumble when you speak or see you walk with two left feet That's when I love you I love you endlessly And when you're mad cause you lost a game Forget im waiting in the rain Baby I love you I love you anyway Cause here's my promise made tonight You can count on me for life Cause that's when I love you When nothing you do could change my mind The more I learn the more I love The more my heart can't get enough That's when I love you When I love you no matter what So when you turn to hide your eyes Cause the movie, it made you cry That's when I love you I love you a little more each time And when you can't quite match your clothes Or when you laugh at your own jokes That's when I love you I love you more than you know And when you forget that we had a date Or that look that you give when you show up late Baby I love you I love you anyway Cause here's my promise made tonight You can count on me for life Cause that's when I love you When nothing you do could change my mind The more I learn the more I love The more my heart can't get enough That's when I love you When I love you no matter what That's when I love you When nothing baby Nothing you do could change my mind The more I learn the more i love The more my heart can't get enough Thats when I love you When I love you No matter what No matter what This is such a nice song! So sweet! haha! TP start to take attendance for lecture! Oh my, i can't skip lecture anymore! =( Leadership class was fine, starting to like it more! Had lunch+movie session with careperson today! Friday gonna be my class "PE lesson"! Fun! We've appointed the right leader! =) sing away sorrow,cast away care; Impressive performance by TP's BADMINTON TEAM ! =) We ALMOST got champion for both the men and women team! Jt won his first singles,benjamin ALMOST win his 2nd singles.. It was a close fight,he lost the first set, then he won the 2nd set and the 3rd set 23-25,he lost!! Seriously, so damn close and the whole team including us the so called fanclub just scream and shout at the line for him.. Again, we almost win the 1st doubles, hairy monster+ Ni gou lai won the 1st set, lost the 2nd and 3rd set..The 2nd doubles was challenging, we lost.. Luckily, Raymond won the last singles which made us 3rd! Congrats! =) They really got team spirit! I've been down for 3 out of 5 of their matches! I was as high as them! haha! Though i was seriously damn hungry since i din eat for the whole day, i stay there till all the matches had ended ! =) know what to do already right junting? LOL!!! For this week, i gonna go back home as early as possible! My parents had been scolding me for being home late ! Its like every week i will be sick ?!! Again, i'm visiting the doctor later to get my low blood medicine and my diarrhoea! =( Today was a fun day! LOL! Hairless+ monthly thingy made us laugh like mad ! All the way from engine school (1st sch) to ITAS( last sch) ! My reputation run again! HAHA!! Oh ya, i remember someone trip and fall in the LT yesterday! Made me laugh non-stop until the teacher got to wait for us to stop laughing..haha! Monday, November 13, 2006
We lost our Captain ball match despite the fact that Shaohao and his group of friends came to help us, Herman for helping us and the opponent team for putting in their girls to play instead ! Special thanks to all of them!! =) Shaohao actually lost his handphone! Wonder which idiot steal his handphone! We were too impulsive i guess.. Signing up with a all girl's team while others a guy's team.. And i played damn badly until i can go bang myself against the wall ! Ahh! Don't talk about it.. But i had loads of fun playing bmt and table tennis! WHEE~ After that, celebrated TEO WEI LING'S SEVEENTEEN BIRTHDAY! Went to Kbox,blow candles,eat cakes and then gave her the present- Nike shoe! Hope she likes it! I like it! haha! Oh ya, supported junting's badminton match on friday! TP VS RP.. We won 4-1 !! WHEEE! The match junting played was exciting..!! 2 super strong players.. But thanks to Justin's hilarious cheer that lighten up the morale, we won! LOL! Best cheer leader award! The badminton players are funny people! haha! I hope we can go down and support them on Monday! If we win the ITE, TP gonna be the champion! :) i'm having diarrhoea! *faint* Too much fun, too little work done! =/ Serious work soon! Happy Seventeen Birthday WeLing! Friday, November 10, 2006
WHEEEEEE! Today was a fun and high day! =) LOCKK made me high! But i got to say how horny JUSTIN is! LOL!! OOPS! I think is due to the influence of HAN GONG GONG! The tennis machine damn fun!! I like! Its making me scream& shout like mad..=/ Saw Glenn, Justin's no. 2 , and he gave us 30% staff discount plus large drinks! So nice of him!! Been so long since i last met him! Chatted with shihui & junting at my house's bus stop! Nice! =) LOCKK more to come! UNLOCKK it ! haaha~ And please, i'm not sadako lah! People had been saying " eh, isn't that the sadako from DLC?" My reputation is really ruin due to the camp! LOL!! I seriously cannot remember most of the people from the camp..So,pardon me if i din say hello to you..People say hi to me i was like "huh?!" =x Because they're not ______________ . I want join RUBIC's CLUB!! =P Wednesday, November 08, 2006
Schoolwork is piling up, lectures monotonous, endless projects and every school days seem so blues! =( I need a break from all these! Someone saves me! I got 2 hours leadership tutorials tml ! Lessons start from 9am to 4pm..*faint* Ran around the school yesterday in search of shihui's missing wallet..$200++ of cash inside! Luckily, a kind soul found it and returns back! Really so thanksful to that person! Its like 200 over dollars, many people would have just took it! Having bad flu+ cough! Oh my, i fall sick again! :( Bad day! TP won NYP! =) Let's celebrate it after all the competitions! LOCKK~~ Monday, November 06, 2006
My blog's song is damn nice! =) Don't tell me its not nice! HAHA! Next friday meeting is on! After so long, 10cube gonna meet again! I can't wait! Tp's Badminton lost to SP! 1-4 ! Junting won the first match! *Clap! You did well ! The whole team just stand up and cheer for the player, so united as one! We could have won, if the players concentrate! The difference is like by few points!! The girl's team won SP by 4-1 ! Din get to watch the girls team since its at different hall.. But well, good luck for the match on monday! Must win NYP! Btw, i think TP Sports Hall rocks ! HAHA! I miss my netball trainings suddenly! Though i think i kinda slack,but, we did work hard as a team and train together! I want to play NETBALL ! The feeling of fighting together is so good! Sunday, November 05, 2006
Falling in love is so sweet ! *winks* haha! I love monday & tuesday! School simply rocks! =) Weekends here!! I gonna enjoy myself and start studying next week ! i wish upon the stars; |
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